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Sunday, February 19, 2006

 
we dont believe the bible.
if we do, why have we not yet sold all our possessions and given to charity? do we not trust the Lord when he tells us we are worth far more than lilies and ravens?

this isnt unclear.
this is no vague promise of blessing.

he says he will care for our every need. and i trust my earthly father more than this. he tells me, "go to england. i will make sure you have what you need." and so i make plans to go. with nothing more than his word to support me. and my friend says, "come with me to lunch. dont worry about money, ive got it covered." and though there is no money in my pocket, i go. and i never doubt i will have enough.

but when my Father says, "go, sell your possessions and give to charity" and "do not worry about your life, as to what you will eat; nor for your body, as to what you will put on." i am silent. i am still.

i do nothing.

and when you confront me, ill say, "that is for the rich man. the man who loves his money."

but what i mean in my heart is: i need my money more than i need God. my money can provide for me far better than my God. i have found my security.



we do not believe.
i do not belive.

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Posted 2/19/2006 1:21 PM by photojackbill - reply

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it's true, and it's hard. part of me thanks God for it, but the rest of me is terrified of what it means and fights against it with everything i can muster, or just puts it off until tomorrow again.
Posted 2/19/2006 1:33 PM by mbnewman - reply

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I dont think its really because we don't believe, its more that we just aren't willing.
Posted 2/19/2006 2:00 PM by iplayloudly - reply

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I needed to be reminded of this...Its true. Thanks for provoking thought.
Posted 2/19/2006 2:04 PM by belongtohim - reply

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good thoughts... yeah we don't seem to fully believe a lot of God's promises.. if we did live in a way where we believed His promises, think of how different our lives would be...
Posted 2/19/2006 5:33 PM by deegeebrit - reply

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Um, we were in the same church service this morning?  God totally convicted me about this very issue today in church!  Crazy how He works like that! 

And I think not only is it unbelief, but it's also a lack of love.  If we love Him, we'll obey Him.  How I wish I could love Him more!

Posted 2/19/2006 9:15 PM by Erin1022 - reply

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I keep re-reading this post. I really need my faith stretched as I move out into the horizons God has for me. Thanks again for posting it.
Posted 2/20/2006 9:25 AM by belongtohim - reply

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No, I haven't found a ride. March won't be the same for me either. Man, if nothing else, hanging out with you guys and eating at Babe's; nothing better.

M.T.
Posted 2/20/2006 12:02 PM by matttoddphoto - reply

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you are incredible. i love to read your writing.
i don't know it is still called the Chi.... but bands still play at the visible school.
Posted 2/22/2006 9:53 AM by hannahthehoss - reply

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*if it is..
Posted 2/22/2006 9:53 AM by hannahthehoss - reply

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it will be on the application. are you interested in being a counselor again?
the app, information, and contact names and numbers will be up by the end of the week.
thanks. make sure you subscribe to the site! love you mucho.
oh, and let me know when you are in town again.
how long are you doing this photo story?
i am still wondering if i teach the mom. :)
Posted 2/22/2006 2:53 PM by Hishandsnfeet - reply

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girl, take your time!! this have been kind of crazy lately.... so no pressure. for real.
i still can't believe you want to take pictures of me.
Posted 2/23/2006 8:58 AM by hannahthehoss - reply

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a while back, you asked me if there were any cool places close to campus to take pictures.... and a friend of mine introduced me to one recently called chickasaw park. if you want to check it out, she posted some pics we took there on her xanga (www.xanga.com/savannahmeadows)
and don't forget that i may be coming up there soon. so let me know if that would be more convenient.
Posted 2/23/2006 9:03 AM by hannahthehoss - reply

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hi. i'm brad(ley)'s brother. it's much more comforting to take the easy way out. "those words aren't for me." yet those words are for me. those words are especially for me, the american who ignores the pain in africa and the oppression in western europe and the vagabond in my back yard. "Blessed rather are those who hear the word of God and obey it..." (Lk 11:28) thanks.
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your picture reminds me of the jetsons
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i think on nic's little feel-good-award-for-everyone thing, he should have given you the "most awesomely cool amazing profile pictures that inspire jealousy in all xangites" award. (i think i made up the word xangite)
Posted 2/24/2006 11:03 PM by aims2011 - reply

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i agree with amy! btw: who takes them?
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actually, i think i might come.
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